Lying To Forget....

This lie's become a part of me

For months, I've played this game

Acting like " it doesn't hurt..."

Each time I hear his name...


Ignoring what's inside of me

Pretending I've moved on

As if the feelings I once had

For him are somehow gone...!!


Spending each and every day..

With happiness and laughs...

Forgetting all our memories..

Avoiding photographs...


But last night... when I saw him..

For the first time since he left...

My heart stopped for a moment...

I couldn't catch my breath... :(


When suddenly it hit me..

As the tears started to flow...

That even after all this time...

"

... I just can't let him go ...

"